Daily Prompt: Green-Eyed Lady | Just a Few Reasons

Daily Prompt || April 4, 2014

So, there are a handful of reasons why I get jealous:

If my best friends don’t invite me to a hang-out. Seriously, who wouldn’t get offended by this? There are countless of times when my best friends did this to me. I mean, they would have just asked me if I want to go with them. Not ignore the thought of me and continue on to their own little journey. Even if I am not allowed to go, they would have asked me – because it totally means a lot when they do that. That means they all think of me when they have to hang out. One time, I broke down at class just because of that. I feel absolutely disappointed of their simple action. I sometimes feel alone because they go out together without me.

If I see people getting mushy and cuddly. It’s not that I get jealous at them. I get sad so easily because I suddenly realized that I’m single and I have no one to hold hands with. I just let it pass sometimes, because I know there will be someone waiting for me in the future. I just don’t need him now. Although the loneliness always gets to me and never stops breaking down my walls.

If my brother wins a board game or a card game. My older brother and I used to play Monopoly – may it be the board game or the cards. And I was the one who taught him how to play them. So whenever he wins a round, I would get really envious. “The teacher always loses.” my dad would say.

I don’t really get jealous a lot, but I think these are only a few of the reasons when the green-eyed monster gets out of me. How about you? Dare to share!

 

Endless Annoyance

SUMMER POST #6


Remember that post I published recently? It’s the NaPoWriMo thing. 

It is a song I wrote when I was in love with a guy way back in eighth grade. I was drawn attracted to him, because he was good-looking and kind. We had this mutual understanding for only a few weeks, because in the end, it didn’t really work out for me. He became too awkward, and uncomfortable whenever I’m around. I thought it was okay, so I let it flow after a few days. But when he really didn’t try to take an effort to talk to me at school, I decided to end the “thing” we had. It was the best action to do that time. Or else, if I am still with him today, I am totally doomed as ever. And pissed a lot of times. And I might maybe get weeks of mood swing, just because of him and his foolish acts. I mean, why would he talk so naturally with the other girls, and when it comes to me, he’s always dumbfounded and too quiet (that I can’t barely hear a word)? Is that an affect of falling in love? Nevertheless, I realized it wasn’t really love. It’s just a crush that was misunderstood. Goddamn it, I say. 

If you wanna know more about him and me today, here’s some things he’s been doing right now. He would:

  • Text me that he’s sorry and that he will change
  • Want to find out where I am going by asking his cousin to text me
  • (If the class is going to an event, he would..) Like to know what time I’ll be going so he can go there on the same hour
  • Talk to my best friend about his problem, so that she can convince me to go back to him (as if!)
  • Be corny and base his replies with songs, like, “How can I move on when I’m still in love with you?” (The Man Who Can’t Be Moved by The Script)
  • Be a creepy stalker

Here’s another thing: He is obsessed with me. He will try everything he can, to get me back. He doesn’t know how to move on. Seriously. I am trying to have a life here, and he just keeps on sending me little, sweet-sounding messages that he promises me he will change. He even asked me to start all over again with him and just be friends. I refused the offer. I cannot bare to have a relationship with him, even if this will just be a freaking small friendship. Nope, nada, nu-uh. One big NO. 

I am trying to begin a new life, where I can be free to choose my own Prince Charming. But he just never stops.

So In Love | #NaPoWriMoDayFour

National Poem Writing Month || Day Four


So In Love

My heart just skipped a beat
As you walked by flawlessly
Your voice just got me smiling
And that’s the beginning of everything

I love your brown eyes
I love your charming smile
Oh please, just stay by my side
So I know that you’ll be mine

Woah oh, I’m in
Woah oh, I’m in love with you

I clearly didn’t think this through
This feeling that I got for you
I clearly didn’t think this through
That I’m so in love with you

Am I the damsel in distress
‘Coz I think that you’re the best
To catch me from falling
Into your arms

I feel like flying when I’m with you
I feel like climbing to the top
Of the heaven, in the sky
Floating with the clouds

Woah oh, I’m in
Woah oh, I’m in love with you

I clearly didn’t think this through
This feeling that I got for you
I clearly didn’t think this through
That I’m so in love with you

But don’t you know the pain that you’re in love with someone else
What is it that you gain with that girl on a strapless dress
Why can’t you see
That you’re better off with me?

Is she better than me?

I clearly didn’t think this through
This feeling that I got for you
I clearly didn’t think this through
That I’m so in love with you

I clearly didn’t think this through
My head had gone confused
I clearly didn’t think this through
That I’m so, so, so in love with you

 

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Daily Prompt: Lookin’ Out My Back Door | Yet to Know | #NaPoWriMoDayThree

Daily Prompt || April 3, 2014

National Poem Writing Month || Day Three


Yet to Know

I close my eyes
I hear the chirps
Of the birds resting low
I open them
And there I saw
The world I have yet to know

The cobblestones lay dry and wet
Under the extraordinary rays of the sun
The summer heat is striking
With the people’s laughter in all day’s fun

I see different shades of green
From the little garden that never dies
Creepy bugs live in them, maybe
Bugs that aren’t seen by my naked eyes

I close my eyes
I hear the chirps
Of the birds resting low
I open them
And there I saw
The world I have yet to know

My dog lies down on its own white fur
And cheerfully barks when our eyes met
Then she looks out to the quiet street
There’s a black cat walking down, I bet

My bike rests near the bamboo fence
A little bit rusty from the past few rains
I know it’s still good enough, however
For that’s the only bicycle I can sustain

I close my eyes
I hear the chirps
Of the birds resting low
I open them
And there I saw
The world I have yet to know

White puffy clouds float gradually
Like little cotton balls in the sky
The birds flew through them in a mist
Then they all soared up high

That’s all I can see from here, I thought
There’s nothing else to ponder
But if I go out of the house to explore the world
Will I see more? I wonder

I close my door
And stepped out
To give it all a go
I open the gate
And there I saw
The world I have yet to know